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First Love

by SENAIDA

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1.
[Intro] James: Hey sorry, I can't come to the phone right now but, you know what to do [Verse 1] When I pass by your station I think I see you But it's just another guy Wearing something blue Everywhere I go I search for you In the red brick stones And the crowded rooms In the city that we said Would be our home I watched the sunset, alone [Chorus] You were the city You were my home But everywhere I go Our song still plays on the stereo You were the city You were my home Now I'm wondering where you'll be Tomorrow Ba da ba ba, buh ba Ba da ba ba ba buh ba Ba da ba ba, ba buh ba [Verse 2] Remember the dreams We promised to keep But not that you're free You've taken the leap In the city that we said Would be our home I followed another Into the unknown [Chorus] You were the city You were my home But everywhere I go Our song still plays on the stereo You were the city You were my home Now I'm wondering where you'll be Tomorrow Ba da ba ba, buh ba Ba da ba ba ba buh ba Ba da ba ba, ba buh ba [Bridge: Flute Solo] [Chorus] You were the city You were my home But everywhere I go Our song still plays on the stereo You were the city You were my home Now I'm wondering where you'll be Tomorrow Ba da ba ba, buh ba Ba da ba ba ba buh ba Ba da ba ba, ba buh ba
2.
Another Girl 04:19
[Verse 1] You found another girl On your side of the world Is she everything you wanted All the things we never had? You found another girl And she’s pretty as a pearl Do you dance to the same songs That we used to sing along? [Chorus] And that’s too bad ‘Cause I can’t even be mad When you look so happy So happy with her [Post-Chorus] Happy with her So happy with her Happy with her So happy with her [Verse 2] You found another girl On your side of the world If only we weren’t so far We could watch the shooting stars You found another girl And she’s not like other girls But she’ll never be the same The same as me [Chorus] And that’s too bad ‘Cause I can’t even be mad When you look so happy So happy with her [Post-Chorus] Happy with her So happy with her Happy with her So happy with her [Bridge] And that’s too bad Dam eb neve t’nac I esuac’ Cause I can’t even be mad When you look so happy Reh htiw yppah os [Chorus] And that’s too bad ‘Cause I can’t even be mad When you look so happy So happy with her [Post-Chorus] Happy with her So happy with her Happy with her So happy with her
3.
First Love 03:20
[Verse 1] I still remember, a year ago When you said you’d always love me We were young and didn’t know better We didn’t know what it meant to be broken [Pre-Chorus] But now, look where we are Is it too late to fix things now? [Chorus] Cause you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me But it was only just a dream We were never meant to be [Verse 2] Sometimes I pass by that restaurant Where we went on our first date I remember that sparkle in your eyes When you looked at me from across the room (across the room) [Pre-Chorus] But now, look where we are Have you finally figured it out? [Chorus] That you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me But it was only just a dream We were never meant to be [Bridge] Oooooh… Oooooh… Oooooh… [Chorus] Cause you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me I don’t want to lose you again [Chorus] Cause you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me We were more than just a dream You were my first love
4.
Tee Shirt 03:09
[Verse 1] I still wear your tee shirt Long after you're gone I’m sorry for everything I know I did you wrong And I know you'll never hear this But you should probably know That we were more than two people Two birds in the snow Even when it's 3 am The pain doesn’t fade away I tell myself you're not coming back But every part of me wishes you'd stay And if somehow I see you again Please don't walk away There are things we left unanswered And things I need to say [Chorus] So tell me how to stop missing you Cause I can't move on from these blues And tell me how to stop loving you Cause it's the only thing I know how to do I keep thinking that maybe You just forgot to come back Baby, I loved you I loved you, I did [Verse 2] When I couldn't sleep cause of the yelling From the living room You'd tell me everything was okay Cause I’ve still got you There are days when I wish we’d Talked a little more Cause it seems like I barely know you I don't know who you are anymore Last Friday I tried to call you But all I heard at the tone was Please leave a message Nobody is home I wish we’d made more memories So that when I'm old I'll remember your smile And your heart made of gold [Chorus] So tell me how to stop missing you Cause I can't move on from these blues And tell me how to stop loving you Cause it’s the only thing I know how to do I keep thinking that maybe You just forgot to come back Baby, I loved you I loved you, I did (x2)
5.
[Verse 1: Koloman] I don’t wanna talk about my feelings I just want to stare at the ceiling I’m not trying to tear myself apart But I just can’t keep going [Verse 2: SENAIDA] I can’t think when I am without you I would rather die than miss you (miss you) I would rather lie alone than Go through all this pain again [Pre-Chorus: Koloman & SENAIDA] Cause I’m just good for nothing (good for nothing) I’m laying in my bed with these scattered notes around me but I’m not ready yet (are you ready) No, I’m not ready yet [Chorus: Koloman & SENAIDA] Can’t feel any pain when you’re numb inside (numb inside) Can’t cry any tears when you’re shattered inside I would rather die a thousand lives Than live one without you [Verse 3: Koloman] Tried to fill my lungs with smoke to hide All the scars that your loving left behind [Verse 3: SENAIDA] I know I can be hard sometimes But I guess you finally realized [Pre-Chorus: Koloman & SENAIDA] That I’m just good for nothing I’m laying in my bed with these scattered notes around me but I’m not ready yet (are you ready) No, I’m not ready yet [Chorus: Koloman & SENAIDA] Can’t feel any pain when you’re numb inside (numb inside) Can’t cry any tears when you’re shattered inside I would rather die a thousand lives Than live one without you [Pre-Chorus: Koloman & SENAIDA] Cause I’m just good for nothing (I'm just laying in my bed) I’m laying in my bed with these scattered notes around me but I’m not ready yet (I'm just) No, I’m not ready yet
6.
[Chorus] Nights under the stars But you're not here with me Why did you decide to leave this all behind? I said I'd let you go But it still hurts me deep inside And now I'm sitting here Wondering where you are [Verse 1] Stay, a while 'Cause I'm scared of what I'll be when you are gone Miss your smiles And the nights when we would laugh and talk 'till dawn [Pre-Chorus] You grew tired of the things that we were Take me back to last December [Chorus] Nights under the stars But you're not here with me Why did you decide to leave this all behind? I said I'd let you go But it still hurts me deep inside And now I'm sitting here Wondering where you are [Verse 2: Mandarin] 独上高楼 想要触摸星空抓住永久 不再强求 因为知道你已在银河的那一头 [Pre-Chorus: Mandarin] 告诫自己别再念旧 还有星空伴我左右 [Chorus] Nights under the stars But you're not here with me Why did you decide to leave this all behind? I said I'd let you go But it still hurts me deep inside And now I'm sitting here Wondering where you are [Bridge: Piano Solo] [Chorus: Mandarin] Nights under the stars 相依到天明 情话说不尽 庆幸知己难求 明知我很痛 你还是挥挥手 未来太遥远 誓言说不出口 [Chorus] Nights under the stars But you're not here with me Why did you decide to leave this all behind? I said I'd let you go But it still hurts me deep inside And now I'm sitting here Wondering where you are
7.
[Verse 1] I still remember, a year ago When you said you’d always love me We were young and didn’t know better We didn’t know what it meant to be broken [Pre-Chorus] But now, look where we are Is it too late to fix things now? [Chorus] Cause you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me But it was only just a dream We were never meant to be [Verse 2] Sometimes I pass by that restaurant Where we went on our first date I remember that sparkle in your eyes When you looked at me from across the room (across the room) [Pre-Chorus] But now, look where we are Have you finally figured it out? [Chorus] That you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me But it was only just a dream We were never meant to be [Bridge] Oooooh… Oooooh… Oooooh… [Chorus] Cause you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me I don’t want to lose you again [Chorus] Cause you were my first love And you brought me to places I’d never been You took my heart and you fixed me We were more than just a dream You were my first love

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“First Love” is SENAIDA’s debut-EP which was released on July 20, 2020. The EP is self-written and self-produced in her own bedroom. The songs are a compilation of three years of work and represent the end of this chapter in her life as she moves on to college in New York City.

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released July 20, 2020

All tracks written, recorded and produced by Senaida Ng. Featuring Aidan Prendergast - Drums (Track 1), Lucas Bertoia - Flute (Track 1), Koloman - Vocals (Track 5), Atticus Crowley, Daniel Monte, Donna Maboubi, Elizabeth Shim, Duncan McDougall, Sunjay Jayaram, Taylor DeCastro, Tiam AzabDaftari - Violins (Track 6), Alonso Flores, Edmee Nataprawira, Michelle Leidecker, Patrick Chapell, Trinity Ho - Cellos (Track 6), Eugene Zhang, Yaman Uĝural - Bass (Track 6), Angelina Zhai - Flute (Track 6), Chloe Yip, Sunshine Quan - Harp (Track 6). Lyrics by Senaida Ng (Tracks 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7), William Zhang (Track 5) & Michelle Sun (Track 6). Engineering by Cass Beauvais (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7) & Senaida Ng (Track 2). Cover photo by Sharron Lou. Recorded in Thornhill, Ontario, Canada.

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